Holding to an honest account

Comments into themes arising within:

Robert F Kennedy Jr: “The best thing that could happen to the environment is free-market capitalism.”

#1

 

Yes – what is needed is an honest accounting. False account distorts the record and masks or projects the distortion as threat – and regulates against the true to protect investment in false – and then outsources the pain.

 

While ‘power and protection’ to evade and outsource (dump) blame and pain are given priority, all else is deferred, kicked to long grass, kept from conscious awareness or falsely associated so as to not connect true cause and effect or logical coherency.

Blame always hides (and dumps) to evade pain. Honest responsibility is a CHANGED ACT and not an account in the ‘economy of the distribution of blame’.

 

There is a basis on which to accept pain as a truly positive outcome – and that is as the releasing of pain-evasion to the desire for honesty of being and the peace of no longer struggling to live a lie. In this willingness pain is undone rather than suppressed masked or manipulated. Symptoms remain feedback we can use like a breadcrumb trail. Such as “what would I have to believe true of me to generate this particular experience?”.

 

I watched RK Jr on episode3 of ‘Vaccines revealed’ recently – and salute his willingness to sanely address and articulate the corrupted and destructive nature of the system in place. Building on false foundations works to attack and deny the true. If you have to FORCE the Good on people be sure it is attempt to false the Good of yourself. Vigilance from true foundation is not already wrong-footed. True-founded is not assertion upon others but a willingness to meet in honesty of being – for no other meeting is real or worthy of sharing, reinforcing and trading as real. Look to the same pattern of denial, projection and dumping in our own trained or conditioned set of mind.

 

Real change is from the ground up – because the ground of our being is where true communication arises – and is then reflected in our relationships – and in a capacity of leadership that CAN step forth because there IS an energetic support for it.

The liability of Trump is the energetic of anger and hate. If the breaking of the mind-set of denials masking the true, opens to the willingness for truly practical outcomes – then the ‘power’ of vengeance’ is released from its cycle of propagation. But such illusion of power is extremely seductive to triggered rage – as a sense of righteousness of a total dump.

The acceptance of hate as true foundation is the ‘en-trance’ to the matrix. It’s relinquishment is thus the ‘exit’ of captive identity and the opening of creative freedom to explore and experience and expand the structures within a new purpose – that false accounting perverted – but only in expression – and not truly at Cause.

 

#2

 

… my thought goes then to embodying the better way and withdrawing support for what doesn’t work and cannot work – in terms of true fulfilment.

Systems run on inputs of energy and indeed of life energy, But life is not really a system nor can be substituted for by a system. Organic relationships unfold out of life. But the interposing and imposing of systems of thought onto life, denies and sacrifices our wholeness of being – that we feel and know as relational communication and exchange, and does so in exchange for a rule-bound mode of control over a fragmented and substituted form of life, which usurps our true will and is accepted and given allegiance as our power and protection.
Mind-capture through fragmentation, polarisation and conflicted self. A bot through which someone else’s ideas run as your mind – in place of you and using your life.

The cause of the symptoms of error is reflected in in all its symptoms but hidden by their framing or presentation. While the framing is invisible, we live the ‘reality’ it dictates and presume the identity it confers.
Private agenda ignores, discards and overrides relational being – excepting as it enters the balance sheet. If we fit ourselves to a mask of deceit we unfit ourselves of our humanity, and mask our choice by layers of justifications, and blame – so as to define the error as reality – or the human condition – which makes truth threatening and dangerous and a call for defence against it – to disrupt and divert attention so as to present a self-justified assertion rather than be exposed ‘unfit’.
The people of the lie associate ‘salvation’ with separation, conflict and private gratification. For the wish that inputs life energy to a loveless system is active and defended against change.
And as the lie is seen as power and protection at the very foundations of our ‘reality’ or self – it is not only ‘too big to fail!’ – but necessary to continue to sacrifice to – to sacrifice our children, our people, our minds and our lives to. For a sense of power and protection, within the cage.

Honest account is the basis for honesty of being – in act, word and witness. “Let the dead bury the dead”, makes sense to me. Walk out from the cage of a false mind – without persisting in it. Instead of ‘rules’ you now have to truly listen, feel and discern what is truly relevant instead of sleepwalking within the jamming signal.

#3

 

There are innumerable organic and biodegradable or recyclable ways to package goods but while pollution is paid by others pain and money – these not only wont be developed – they’ll be suppressed.
If we import crap – we are accepting crap. Regulations of corporate contrivance open the door to crapping everyone while sucking up the energy of power and privilege.
But regulations on behalf of wholeness can refuse crap. If globalism operated for a true wholeness of being instead of corporate-led takeover – then life on Earth can be facilitated rather than captured and pharmed under mind-control. (The corporates are only a tool of global domination – once they’ve broken the capacity to oppose or resist or challenge – they’ll be fragmented and controlled by the same power they took as their own).
True needs are relational communications allowed to happen and coming to fruit. The power-seeker gets between the need and the need met to own and control the channel of supply – and once leveraging influence to generate false needs to supply and set up dependencies.
It is the same old deceiver it ever was.

 

I hope Kennedy starts with the CDC and its drive for mandatory vaccines. Fake science is a kingpin in the whole system. Captured regulation is the absence of true governance.
It always starts with a Trojan Horse – some idol imported or injected into our mind that carries a deadly payload. Perhaps we need concrete un-hideable examples of how we are deceived and the cost it exacts – and not a token sacrificial ‘damage control’ operation to seem to change when nothing really does.

 

#4

 

A future that may already be here in proto is that of biomass. So your pig meat cells multiply as biomass cultured in conditions of no mobility, relationship or indeed “life as we know it, Jim”. And that loss of true consciousness is what I see as the negative harvest of those whose static identity seeks private gratification uninterrupted by complex and upsetting emotional confusions.

I observe that as we do unto others so is it done to ourselves. The notion that humans are predated upon, experimented on and pharmed for sacrifice or sucking out of their life energy is not a fantasy plot for a novel or movie.

A managed existence is a mere existence or a hollow ritual enactment of a life. If you want better plants – and pigs – nurture the true health of the soil – which – like our gut biotica – is a highly complex symbiosis of interrelationship at the micro-level. I hold this a true metaphor for society. A top down corporate canopy that sucks all the life up and blocks out growth for what would become a biodiverse and rich economy – is asking for a breakdown because it is killing its own support network.

As it stands seed beds of creativity are allowed only to be marketized and weaponized or squelched. Control and inventiveness yes – but creativity is associated with freedom to be – that monocultural state religion is predicated on denying and substituting in place of.

 

 

Holding to an honest account

Hijacking the Movement

I wrote this before listening to

John Pilger: The Hijacking of Feminism

If a movement of wholeness of being addresses imbalance, denial and fakery, it meets the mind of perpetuating imbalance as the act of denial in allegiance to a fake sense of self.

I’m talking both within the individual and as a Family.

When concepts are taken out of context and woven into identity – they marketize or weaponize ‘identity’.

True relationships are not embodiments of coercive denial and deceit but are a living (context of) willingness in which denial coercion and deceit can be brought to awareness and resolved within an honesty and honouring of communication – which is not limited or defined conceptually or emotionally – being a relational awareness in which the rigidity of mind and its emotional denial can be recognised and truly felt from a shifted perspective rather than acted out in set of an identity seeking reinforcement or validation.

The play of narrative identities and emotional reactivity – including the suppression of emotional expression – is the fixation in investments of power and protection against any resolution in which loss of power is perceived. The mutually exclusive polarisation is the symptom of unwillingness to heal or truly listen, receive or recognize another – save what they can be used for private gratification, masked in terms that deflect the assignment of hate or lovelessness to the other.

The seduction of the mind is believing it in place of a truly receptive presence, The form the seduction takes will indicate where a sense of lack is filled. A mind can therefore be a deceiver – in the wish to be other than as we fear we are or have become. An escape and evasion of believed self-lack in external seeking, founded on  a sense of survival urge  over and against a threat of being denied and  deprived by experience of dissonance that is intolerable and so is pushed down, frozen out, denied – because it cannot articulate itself except as a redefinition of self and world in terms of fear and division – guilt and separation.

It isn’t just our economy that runs on war and fear of war – it is our personality construct and social identities that is predicated on a breakdown of communication that imprinted itself pre-verbally and upon which an ego or self image is grown and adapted to the human world – which is a construct upon the organism of a psycho-emotional mapping or conditioning of inner realities externalised and embodied as shared experience – BUT the sharing in the belief and right to power of deceit, denial and coercion, is the ‘private mind’ of a sense of separation from Life, operating a sense of isolation that seeks fulfilment externally in substitutions that join in order to separate, or seek in order to not find, because a truly shared experience is love – and love is undefended and therefore open to feel not only fulfilment of joy in being – but the uprising of dissonance of denied self that seeks reintegration – because we never escape our self so much as split or dissociate within consciousness – and so the time and space of evading and delaying the inevitable has an undercurrent of fear. BUT any truly shared or synchronous experience witnesses to a quality of being free of struggle and deceit – if only for an instant, and this re-cognition and remembrance grows the capacity to re-evaluate the ‘conditioned’ self, and to release energy from futility of struggle to more consciously aligned purpose.

Willingness is forgotten in ‘survival mode’ in which a set of actions and reactions override a felt consciousness with the feeling one MUST fight, shield or escape – and all resources are directed there – and all other needs are subordinated. The clinging to a mind of driven identity is locking oneself in fight or flight stress, losing all perspective and succumbing to fear and hate as if it were power.

The movement of being in which you can recognize yourself and move as and thus be, identified in life – is the movement that a psycho-emotional defence operates to deny, subvert and usurp – or ‘hijack’ to pass off as its own conflicted justification for power over life – which is substituted for and usurped by narrative identities of a managed existence.  There is a choice but to recognize we have choice we have to align in it by choosing NOT to align with the falsely framed fear-defined path of a past made in confusion, and to pause and listen and feel and relate with what is here – anew.

After watching the the video (17m) – and into comments:

Irony is when sarcasm establishes a meta language of coded messaging for the ‘in group’ that spins off its own identity and hijacks the movement is originally arose to support.

I don’t say this is consciously intended – but sarcasm has been called the lowest form of wit with some reason.

The mask of humour can deliver a payload of hate. This may be completely different in context and so as said already – without full context it can backfire.

I appreciate that for me at least this moment of noticing serves to illuminate ways that we lose the movement by taking the role of its protector. Ultimately, hijacking is an inside job. But if we present ourselves in role we can then be fed and led or undermined and bled – in such identification.

The movement – as I use it – is a living rising and supporting inspiration. Once it institutionalizes it is already hijacked – because as John Pilger points out, any insult or threat to the institution (and its figureheads) is defended against without the introspection by which to recognize the nature of ‘institutional’ or ideological ego.

This is part of the corruption of power. Giving power to idols sacrifices the true movement. The forms of sheep can be wolves in disguise – so identity in form is robotic, will-less, sleepwalking. The Feminine is the Receptive and without the Receptive – NOTHING gets in. Communication is blocked and a divorced and psychotic Projective systematically disempowers itself in pursuit of an illusion of power.

The true balance of receptive and projective is not two – but nor is it a directed narrative of ‘oneness and unity’.

Directed narrative is defined reality, and has all the power we give it,  but is not a true will of magnetic desire calling and aligning a resonance of electric response. Its more a stifling or suppression of the will in fear of loss of control – that then substitutes for Power.

If we give up our will for a substitute then we may define it as ‘being hijacked’ – rather than recognize our need for true being and be the condition in which it can reach us as the feeling and knowing of being – a true movement of recognition. From which perspective our projection is truly aligned and grounded as a representative expression of an integrity of being rather than an elitism of self-justifying power to deny freedom of movement of being.

It’s ironic that using the ideal of ‘freedom of movement’ as a weapon invokes the ideal of a true freedom as a cover for private agenda – which aligns vibrationally in open ‘conspiracy’ to manipulate and remake life in its own image. If the fruits of the lie are evils – the father of the lie is a wish hijacking true will. To align with true seems a disobedience to the false and may be treated as treachery, betrayal and heresy by those who don’t know that what they think they know is falsely framed – but it is at rest within an unconflicted sense of self. There is a quality of being that is not willingly given up once opened – and a vigilance against deceit that grows in discernment by recognizing how and whereby it is deceived.

The persona becomes the hijack of true individuality – until reintegrated to serve a different function. The ‘end-times’ uncover us back to our beginnings – yet forwards to a true RE-evaluation of our foundation. Perhaps a sense of disobedience to relational self honesty calls stronger than the desire to embrace Life? But the greatest human virtue is that which lives THROUGH us, as recognition extended to others that then reflects to us as truly shared existence, rather than virtues which by denial and limitation and control can be assigned to a personal and private sense of power – whatever forms it takes.

Hijacking the Movement

Loveless systems given power

Could NATO Try to Divide Russia Up?
An article at the Daily Bell

I used this article’s theme as a morning meditation. Some may find this opens or stirs perspectives that reactive thinking diverts from noticing.

Systems that seem to be powers. As if ideas manifest or operate through agencies of their own propagation and reinforcement. The ideas are hidden from the personal sense because the personal sense of power is the illusion that the system operates by which to sacrifice awareness of thought for the virtual reality experience running within it.
The substitution of an essentially private awareness for the Felt Quality of being is a thought reversal by which to assert and succumb to a mind apart from and against the Life of all. But in masking forms that seem justifiable or plausibly deniable.
Systems or idea of division and rule operate the breakdown of communication, and of capacity to function, resulting in depletion, scarcity, conflict, sickness and death.

The virtual mind embodies the thought that made it – and runs upon and within thought, as imposed order within structural incoherence.
The core pattern is always the same regardless the forms it takes ; sacrifice of relational freedom to systemic violence – that may be largely but never completely masked.

Bringing the foundational thought to awareness never comes from thinking or acting within its terms. What is it for? What purpose is it serving? When the active beliefs and definitions are thus revealed – the obvious result is the recognition of meaningful function… or of a meaningless lack of relevance and functionality – within a truly present sense of who and what I am and what resonates true to me.

The use of the Other to polarize AGAINST is a way of generating a charge by which to leverage outcomes – and this sort of physics has characterized humanity as the notion of coercive power upon what otherwise stands clear as living communication and relationship. Willingness to participate in communication and relationship arrives at outcomes from a true participance – that embody a felt quality of integrity. True dialogue is not a system, method, technique or asserted order and as such is the free relinquishment of loveless or indeed hateful and destructive systems of thought that effectively run in place of the life we are moved to embrace and share in – as a result of learning failures, misidentifications and fascination with the exploration of the idea of power at expense of Other – whose flip side is subjection under the power of the Other.

What goes around comes around. What you put out is what you get back.
If globalism is a victory in degradation, destruction and death, just for a very few to ‘lord it’ over the wasteland – then it must embody the desire to persist in the false sense of power regardless of pain. Adapting to tolerate pain is the splitting of consciousness so as ‘escape’ a fragment, at expense and denial of the whole – as now represented in unconscious or denied Other.

The principle of wholeness IS a true Individuality – but to have it – one has to give or extend it to others. The ‘multi-polar world’ makes sense amidst authentic communication – and communication is not confined to verbal-mental constructs of meanings. Without true participance, the forms of communication are used to mask a bi-polar division under the insanity of a uni-polar victory.

Polarities seen OUTSIDE and irreconcilable to each other, engage attention at expense of owning their experience WITHIN us. But the recognition of conflict within is painful and fearful until the desire to be free of it holds clear purpose in place of shifting evasions of ‘narrative control’.

A desire for coherence of being is receptive to the creative – which is not merely reactive or responsive in current historical terms. One does not have to understand how life works to live it. But a fear of loss of life put the attempt to understand and control above the native recognition of participance. If the ‘deceiver’ tricks us out of our true inheritance, it is because on some level I employed such a mind to obfuscate my own dilemma – and its systemic effects have run as the subconsciously routine ‘default’ ever since.

Natural divisions are vibrational frequencies within a whole. A sense of disconnect from wholeness aligns in fear of powerlessness, further loss, and death – and MUST seek power in its own terms as the power to break or limit communication or consciousness in ‘salvation of a private agenda’ that can only seem to exist upon the death or denial of wholeness.  But privacy is truly the gift of honouring another by non-interference in what is not my business – and not a power of exclusion to assert upon the whole – and then claim possession of.

Loveless systems given power

Broken reality

This article is of the shocked and disturbed writer and activist whose sense of identity was in some sense shaken or changed by Trump’s election.

It Can Happen Here. (In Fact, It Did.)
By Tom Engelhardt

 

My Comment into the theme:
Elected or selected?
Considering that big financial crashes take MOST by surprise doesn’t mean they are not in some way orchestrated by insider insiders.
IF a higher but malign intelligence was devoted to the manipulation and deceit of others into succumbing to an agenda of domestication and powerlessness relative to the controlling force – then it would operate through the self-specialness of a false sense of freedom, power and protection – because these are the blind-spots of an inner conflictedness of which most are unaware of being subject to – because the whole point of a mind-in-deceit is to render such negatives unconscious by denial, by projection onto others, re re-normalising or redefining learned conditioning as concrete conditions.

The good news… is that anyone or anything that hacks into your own thought to subvert you from a core honesty to a narrative control – is also providing the illumination of your own ‘back-door’ correspondences or resonances via which hate and guilt thinking mask as righteousness and hide one’s own (often unconscious) participation.

So if our ‘reality’ or indeed ‘identity’ is broken – there is a real CHOICE as to whether to identify with victim and persist in the same underlying demand to CHANGE others or external conditions so as to ‘restore’ what has been ‘taken’ from or denied you. OR to abandon what clearly did not and does not really work and look within – which is not ‘more of the same thinking’, but the void or opening to a receptive willingness for a true foundation that is NOT a mind of deceit.

The temptation to self-righteousness is judging others for our own un-owned ‘sins – that speak of hurt and hate that we all know, regardless our different experiences and strategies of survival.

The personae level is diversionary and dissociating distraction – that the ‘judge’ believes themselves apart from and above – as an ‘exception’ to the faults and failures of ‘others’.

We each and all act out from the ideas, beliefs and definitions that we are in some sense conditioned to react thus – and any real ‘progress’ has to pause from going forward, to NOTICE the ‘choices’ that are operating by reaction – and discerning if and to what degree any of that programming is true of me now – in this situation – and in this situation… because each situation is unique and needs attention to its full communication – or else we operate blind in reaction to what we don’t want – as if that is doing what we truly want – which it CANNOT be. As long as we are in effect defined by ‘evils’ we are displaced from recognizing and sharing in the ‘Good’ – of a quality of wholeness of being – rather than defining ‘good’ in terms of falsely framed ‘powers, protections or self-specialness’.

The alt media focuses on the ‘THEM’ who are presumed powerful and expert at deceiving and controlling ‘US’ or at least the other ‘THEM’ called sheep or stupid,
IF one can release personal investment in guilt – curiosity can be applied to HOW it is that I perceive, experience and act as I do (and thus gain insight on what operates in us all).

The intent to define, predict and control others is only looking for psychological ammunition or masking techniques because it is a ‘war-mind’. An awakened desire for sanity, peace and healing operates a different purpose – looking for ways to undo or become free of fear driven dictates and distortions – so as to participate in a genuinely felt quality of being – that gives true witness because that is its own desire to see truly.

I sense an opportunity for the ‘shocked’ and ‘disturbed’ to look within – as a self-honesty of acknowledging and owning where we are at – rather than believing our own spin and presentation. Not for better ammo and armour – but for the movement of being in which we know our being – rather than a ‘thinking’ that overlays and usurps true function – which is aptly pointed to by the phrase ‘know thyself’ – with a substitution of masked persona in fragmented conflict – defended and protected against awakening to the reality that it operates upon the denial of.

In fact the LAST thing one will do is look within – when every other ‘choice’ has been revealed fruitless – and no one can do this FOR another – but we can honour another as our self from a point of accepted worth within ourself – and this can communicate conditions in which to draw a different response – but not as a strategy of changing others. That kind of bullshit can always be discerned at some level. But is anyone listening within?

Broken reality